Things can only get better.

So yeah it's been a rough few months.
No time for anything.
Loss of jobs, loss of minds and loss of control.
But we get over it. "What doesn't kill us makes us stronger."
Might have the want to kill ourselves though.
But sometimes we get through things on our own.
It may take a while but we can only learn by ourselves and only if we want to.
It's all well and good going to psychiatrists and psycologists and group therapy, but unless you want to get better and want help you're only wasting your time.

So now is my time. I'm not gonna dwell. I have loads to look forward to.
I have a few gigs to go to, my birthday, chiristmas.
But all of thoses are small milestones to a much larger goal.
Next summer is gonna be the one.
That one time in your life when you say "Yeah this is what it's about"
I am going to Honduras to build a home with HFH.
And I can't wait.

As of now though thats pretty much it.