Is it sad?

I miss work.
I have the whole week off coz the school I work in is on Mid-term.
The idea of a week off id way better then having a week off.
I do the same thing everyday in work.
And yeah it gets boring and monotunous.
and yeah I'm going nowhere. But right now, all I hear is, "A job is a job"
And it's true. Before my dad lost his job I was looking up new jobs, college courses, andything to get out of where I am.

I have no talent, no training in anything. I'm pretty invisible.
I always have been.
I have friends yeah of course who I love dearly but sometimes I feel they can do better.
They don't need me holing them back.

So right now I have a slight despondency about me. I see myself going nowhere fast.
I have lost all drive and want to do anything.

So my friend got us free tickets to a showtonight. Kaiser Chief. I like them. I sw them play Oxegen in 2005 I think. Maybe this will knock me back into myself again.

Maybe not. For now though I guess I have to ride the wave.